Step off the ledge

I looked over the ledge and saw nothing. Absolutely nothing. How did this come to being? When I jumped, would there be a solution to my problems? No. Obviously running from it didn't solve anything. Why would jumping be any different? So, I took one step backwards to face the fact. I messed up and it was all my fault. Now, how do I fix the problem? Picking up the pieces and construct the best I can.

This semester does not look to good. Total fail. I missed too many classes and assignments. All I can do now is work on what I can. I have a final tomorrow and Thursday. My last week. Feels good saying that. Man, this school is challenging. I thought no problem. Just like high school, but I didn't want it to be just like high school. I wanted what all college students want- freedom (but the wrong kind). Yeah, it doesn't work like that. Responsibilities are the new parents. But before things get too out of reach, let someone know. That was my mistake. Also, don't run away. Okay that's it... took only one month for a hot mess to occur. More to come...